A young married couple, Holly and Gerry, have a joke between them: If anything ever happened to him, he’d have to write her a list or else she’d never be able to cope without him. “The List” grew to encompass advice for any eventuality, a joke all their friends shared. When Gerry’s severe headache is diagnosed as brain cancer and Holly tragically loses him in a few short months, she is devastated and unmoored. She hasn’t just lost her husband, she’s lost her very identity. And then it arrives: a package marked “The List.” Gerry has kept his promise, and inside this package are ten envelopes to be opened over a period of ten months. Each letter offers specific instructions to guide Holly through grief, and ultimately grant her permission to return to life. Of course each letter ends with PS, I Love You

ah i finally read finish this book! haha i started two weeks ago i think =) okok i felt very happy cuz the ending was wonderful. holly is a brave girl! hhaa i thought holly would get together with daniel ( i want them together) yes yes but in the end nope. will be going out with ian tmr..gonna hunt for one more thick novel again =) guess i'll be buying cecelia's novel. ah..cant wait to read

work today was terrible cuz i dinn have enough sleep. =S worked with betsy and amelia today. ah i like to work with amelia. shes so friendly..betsy is kind of cold..doesnt smile much so i dont feel comfy around her. haha yep yep they told me i have to hurry up alittle ( guess i'm moving too slowly) but theres soo many things to do! i dunno if this is excuse or wat, but theres many times when more than one customers approach me. theres times where i had to serve the customers,steam and rush to hang all the clothes. AIYA =p well well. i hope i wont be posted to orchard cuz i dont want to appear slow/blur and all cuz i'll have to start all over again to know how are the stocks placed,when i just got used to this storeroom =) and now, i know betsy ,zess and amelia. so i dont wanna have to get to know new collegues =D but i want to be posted there cuz if i am, maybe i'll only work till a shorter time =) but with the same number of days. ah ah we'll see how it goes. havent been doing so many things i've planned to do and i dream how my holiday will be. haha i thought of reading book ( ok i've completed one novel) and watching dvds or videos on youtube.( watched half of princess hours but the other half not here yet.) haha yes yes. i haven organise a bbq for the five for shitting! we haven bake cookie for fun yet. and i haven been to sentosa to suntann for sooooooooo longgg. AIYO hahhaa i haven stay over at xueting's house for soooooooooo longggg already. ( still be working till 24th dec =( ) so i guess i'll only get to go out with her for one or two cuz the rest she'll be occupied by her loved one? hahaha but its enough =) and we haven watch midnight movie together yet) ( chrystal ? val? aly? kelly? ) haha yes yes. many more to go.

ok there was this philipines rich lady ( look like) ..i just hate her. i was approached by two customers. one her and one other..one said size m one said s..i asked to reconfirm then she was like glaring at me.. no! its size xxx...damn her. just dont like her. haha anw anw, there was this cute guy and her girlfriend came...ahhh that guy so cute!! hahaha he looked unique la..and there was this business man who looked like hes 28 =D so hot too. haha i love man thats dress in working attire. i just admire? or noo i like...but not like i wanna be with them that kind. haha yes yes =) anw, found out that the boss of m)phosis is a male..second biggest also male then the third biggest ------> colin,which is also the designer..amelia wanted to tell he something about him..but she stopped herself..it was something negative. haha so yep ...maybe its he is siao siao one? =p the work day ended with me reserving the purple 3/4 pants which cost me 40.95? i think so..but i'm gonna be 20% discount .hehehe let me count how much it'll be after discount. its about 32 dollars =D yep.

yesterday

watched it with papa =D went to vivo. got a polo dress too! haha my first dress in my teenlife. wow yep yep. its dark green. from pull and bear =)) haha went to forever 21 and saw that pretty girl again. she looks like a ij-ian. yep yep =D she had this rather unique piercing that can only be seen when she tie her hair..its below her hair..where her neck is...and it looks like there two silver balls sticking to her skin..pretty nice =) haha anw....about the movie..it was quite touching..saddening and questioning..i questioned so much that i was scared i'll go crazy! like wow...how come i'll feel scared if i'm gonna die..you know that sort of question? yes yes but when i got home..it all returned to normal and i'm the same old me. haha papa made me scarrier by saying that he thinks there no meaning in life! WTH .haha i was hoping for some assurance that there IS purpose. and all.well well my own little explanation would be...help the unfortunate? and let yourself grow. guess so? any ideas? tell me tell me. haha anyway, in the movie, the guy who went into the ball like ship was sooooo brave! just like the teacher who let his hand off ashton's in the movie guardian..WOW i felt so something when i watched the movie..haha i shall stop here.